The Goodtimes Of Greyson Flax

Flax the 13th pt. V: Greyson Lives

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 04:04:38 GMT

I've decided to just do journal type entries under my MYSPACE account. Here's the address. http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog

Hope you enjoy it. Shit's crazy. Keep in touch.

You had me at blood and semen

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 22:09:08 GMT

My baby takes the mornin train He works from 9-5 and then He takes another home again To find me waiting for him

Craziness has ensued. Well not really, just me being busy and partying. Last night I swam in the Merrimack river. Goodtimes. In recent news, I kinda made amends with Xtina at her parents' anniversary party saturday. I dunno if she took it seriously or not. I did karaeoke. It ruled.

TSC is good. We doin shows and shit. Tour this summer.

I leave in 5 days. I should throw a party. Or crash a lot of em.

I quit the Verizon. How ya doin.

Dodgeball is the greatest movie ever. Thank you Chuck Norris.

I'll update while in NY. Niggas out!

Hold the line.....love isn't always on time!

If you havin girl problems I feel bad for you son. I got 99 problems but a bitch aint one.

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 22:00:39 GMT

Yeah, no music today. Just too rushed for anything. But, I'll do my top 5 lists for the week.

Top 5 Things Pissing Me Off Right Now:

1. People who take shit too seriously. Yes, I brought you into the woods to kill you, now shut up.

2. Donnie Darko Directors Cut isn't playing anywhere close. Suck the rabbit's carrotts.

3. Getting another job. Yes it pisses me off. Do somethin.

4. Summer. Why you ask? So much is going on. Shit needs to stay shitty, not the other way around.

5. Girls. They should be on everybody's list. Even females.

Top 5 Things Making Me Happy:

1. Touring. Can't wait. End of July till early August.

2. Bahamas. Can't wait. LEGAL drinking and screwing around. End of June till like mid July.

3. TSC Shows and recording new cd. Best stuff we got going right now. Tristan really has a lot to say, even if it is the same thing all the time.

4. Summer. Yes. Nice weather and goodtimes.

5. Girls. Can't live with em, can't live without em, can't duct tape their mouths shut enough so they can't scream at 2 am.

Top 5 Things I'm Looking Forward To:

1. WAW Annihilation. If I spelt it wrong, sue the fuck outta me. It'll be my last match for awhile.

2. New cd from Velvet Revolver. Good stuff.

3. I Love The 90's. I figured I'd be famous enough by the time this came out that I'd be on it. Fuck vh1. Except I like their shit. 100 Most Metal Moments rule too.

4. People who should sympathize with others, even when they don't think they should. Wait wrong list.

4½. Getting car soon. NEED a car now. Hopefully with a sun roof and sound proof trunk.

5. Girls. So many this summer. I feel gooooood.

Top 5 Things To Do In Summer:

1. Sex on the beach.

2. Sex on a cool night.

3. Sex in the van while touring.

4. Sex on the boat in the bahamas.

5. Sex everywhere else.

Do It!

G of the week

Sat, 15 May 2004 05:44:32 GMT

All my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

In your eyes...

So I've been in a John Cusack mood latley. Bought a lot of his films. High Fidelity is the best though.

"How about fuckin, fuckin Beethoven? Side one track 1 of the 5th symphony!"

so yeah, the bank fucks me, i fuck the, it works.

my hatred list is pretty short. maybe 6 people. maybe less.

i've been working insane. 830-10 the past couple of days and tomorrow.

baseball sunday. fuck yeah!

"I wouldn't go so far as to call the brother fat, I mean he got a weight problem. What's the nigger gonna do? He's Samoan." - Excellent fuckin movie. see it or leave the country.

Did i say party at timmy's ruled? "Happy Birthday" mattdrew, from velena. ah yes.

summers here. movies, girls, goodtimes.

speaking of girls, i think i have a crush. i can't stop thinking about a certain someone. she's wicked cool, and we love the same shit. I wanna spend a lot of time with her during the summer. She may even break my 2 and a half year of being single. I'll keep you posted.

For now, niggas need sleep!

Still I'm convinced,"wondering what if," is the worst thing there is:

so we bottled and shelved all our regrets
let them ferment and came back to our senses
drove back home and slept a few days
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be

i'll keep this short

Fri, 07 May 2004 06:39:51 GMT

today was national fuck greyson in the ass day. more later.

dun...dun, dun, dundun....WILD THANG

Tue, 04 May 2004 07:45:18 GMT

I, I’m a new day rising
I’m a brand new sky that hangs stars upon tonight
I, I’m a little divided
Do I stay or run away and leave it all behind

Well, I figured now would be a good time to update this, as it seems like things are both coming apart and falling into place at the same time. Lemme start with this past weekend; Saturday, after getting 60 beers, and playing wiffle ball in the memorial parking lot, tipping a port-a-potty, and watching girls gone wild, TSC played a show at UNH at 4am till 5. We played from dark, through dawn, till daylight, and kicked field goals and ate hamburgers for breakfast. Thanks to Dave, Jeff, Ralph, Nip and anyone else who watched us. It was a goodtime.

Cop: "Do you know what time it is?"

Matt: "5 am."

Cop:"Yes, and people are complaining cuz they're trying to sleep."

Me:"Well, we were told to play from 4 till 5, and it's for cancer so it's cool."

I love a good laugh.

Sunday I partied at Nicks' house with Gonz, his brother and this girl Jill that used to hug me everyday at MST. Nintendo was played, and very nicely I might add.

Today was fun too. Kev got in an accident and it sucked, but Big Kev stopped by and we had a time. We picked up private, and this is the best part, brought her to xtina's house. Oh man, more on that later. After, we saw Mean Girls, and I'll admit I didn't wanna see it, but it was very funny, and at one point I jumped outta my seat and yelled "holy shit!" Go see it. Do it.

I recommend everyone get SoulSeek. Thanks for it Mr. Bill. Better than Kazaa and no ads. Bitch.

So, as I stated in another entry, I'm getting a little sick of Manchester. Even though I haven't lived here all my life, it's starting to wear me down. You know how when you go on vacation and you get home sick, and like you still have fun and stuff but you miss home? Well that's how I feel. I love my friends, and I'd be sad to leave them, but I feel home sick for a place I've yet to go to. It's strange. I moved a lot when I was younger and all I wanted to do was stay in one place. Now that I have, I wanna leave.

I think that will be the deciding factor on either going to Hesser here or in Boston. I walked around Boston a few nights ago and just basked in the large city and loved it. I could picture myself walking around aimlessly and not caring what happens. I mean really, what's keeping me here? I could see my friends on the weekends, as well as the band. I spend a lot of my time with Kev but he'll be in NY after the summer. We need to get a movie finished before the fall comes.

So like I said earlier, I've been on kind of a hate trip with a lot of people. As much as I wanna tie up lose ends with many, I feel the need to unravel a lot of other relationships. Here are a few I've pushed away:

- All of 2lc. They were cool when I first met them, but all seemed to have varying objectives, and being friends with me wasn't one of them. I tried, but when I realized that they only talk to you when they want something (ok maybe just me) I started to go off on them. E.T, Ellioooooooot, and Miss Mary Mack are pretty much witches, casting spells on everyone they come in contact with. They would plot against me and bring some friends into the fold to hate me. They'd ask me questions about guy problems, and I'd give them the correct answers, and they wouldn't listen. But when others told them the EXACT same things, they'd do it. What, do I not know what's going to happen? Can I not predict the future? If I had a penny, a fucking penny, for everytime I predicted the future of my friends' lives and I was right, I may not be a millionare but I'd have like 20 bucks. So when it comes to them, with the exception of seeing them at shows or social gatherings, I wouldn't doubt that we'll ever speak again once I'm gone.

- All of my ex gf's. Self explainatory.

- Xtina. Now I'll admit, when I first met her and started hanging out with her, I developed a little attraction. And she looked stunning in that purple dress (1 out of 1 black man agreed), but she was too obsessed with her bf at the time to realize it or even listen to me. She was the coolest Nelson when it came to music and movies and pretty much everything, and reminded me of myself except for the boobs. So when they broke up, I figured now was my chance, but she started dating like 7 guys within a week. So I thought to myself," Why put yourself through any pain when you know how it's going to end?" So I took the advice of a garbage can puppet and said." fuck it." That's when the name calling and mean looks and gestures came out. So like I said, today we picked up Private, unknowingly what we were gonna do, but when I heard her and Xtina hated each other (apparently Arno stopped talking to one to date the other) I said let's bring her home to roost. And the tension in the house was anything but lingering and subtle. But who cares really. I don't anymore. The only time I plan on seeing her and really talking to her again is at the wedding, and I'll probably only nob my head in recognition.

There may be more, but those are all I'll say right now. There are plenty of people that I'd like to fix things with and talk to again. Livi, Katie Girl, and a few more I'd like to get close to again. As I'd probably fake some tears for the girls stated earlier, I'd definatley cry and feel a loss if these and some more were to pass.

But basically, I can't wait to leave this place. I don't want to necessarily start over, but kind of expand from where I am now. I love/hate my friends. I love them for who they are and what happens when we're together, but for some of them I hate what they do. A couple of them said this weekend that if they didn't know me and just met me they'd really hate me. That doesn't hurt as much as the fact that I'd take a bullet or give up my organs for them, and they'd probably just pray.

I should also state that Iron Butterfly's "In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida" is 17 minutes long, but if you subtract the 10 minute bridge/drum solo, it's only a 4 minute song. Just sayin'.

I'm sure some of the people I've mentioned will read this, and they might have mixed feelings towards me or might think of me the same after, but I don't care. What you think of me, or what I do, or what I say probably plagues your brain at least once a day, and just that is enough to know things will be okay.

This is a long mothafuckin post. Nigga, please! If you feel the need to comment, you can do so annonomously (spelling?) or not. I'll go more into who I hate and why next entry, so stay tuned. Same Flax link, same Flax journal.

This actually amazes me. Why isn't fuck or goodtimes on here. I know I say those a lot. Actually, Andre is at #82. Riiiight.</font>

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Oh yeah, and goodtimes!

So I took her to my crib
Everything went as well as planned
But when she got undressed
It was a big ol' mess
Sheena was a man
So I threw him out
I don't fool around
With no Oscar Mayer Weiner
You must be sure that you're girl is pure
For the funky cold medina

Just to be the next to be with you!

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 02:01:07 GMT

Well I'm a waste like you With nothin else to do May I waste your time too?

So I say this with total and utter honesty. Fuck Manchester. But more importantly, fuck New Hampshire. I've been realizing over the past few days that this place sucks. I mean, I always new it sucked, but just recently it's been taking sucking to a whole new level, like a golf ball through a garden hose level.

The past week has been great though. Not really any complaints. So the fact that I say these things even confuses me. Let's break this down shall we:

Monday - Bought some Nirvana albums. I mean, vinyl. That night, I went to the lake with a bunch of folk. Some of them are really starting to grow on me, including a new love interest...he he he. So scary and so fun at the lake cabin. I'm definatley making a movie there.

Tuesday - Papa Ginos and Legacy. What a day. Wrestling ruled, the whole thing. It made me realize I hate the WWE and will never watch it again, unless something really good happens. I was put through the boards in a hellacious fasion too. Props go out to everyone though, as the event ruled. It was like Die Hard in a ring with a side of goodtimes. Yippie Ky Ay motha fucka!

Wednesday - Worked. Wait no I didn't. Did the same ol' TV night thing. What the hell else happened....something .....forget it.

Thursday - Worked. Hated it. Stayed open for triple over time till 12. Got Ninja Turtles on vinyl, as well as nightmare 4 soundtracks.

Friday - Pooled it up and worked. Aftermath. Elton.

Saturday - Yesterday right? Yeah. wow. im so tired of writing. a lot happened saturday, so...i'll make this 2 entries. I'll write later

Wakey wakey, eggs n' bakey

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 21:01:49 GMT

and the grown men who play like children
and they know that they are way too old for
that belief is fair if you make the money
that belief is fair if you can still stay funny
and you know when you face your family
and all they say is "wait to retire"
that belief is fair if you live a hundred
but the risk is there to just die of boredom

It's so B-E-A-utiful outside. I'm sitting here with the window open and the air conditioning on. It rules.

So it's funny how people still come to me for advice, or even just to talk. I don't mean it's funny really, but more like, rewarding in a way, cuz I know what I'm talking about. I guess the funny part is that I can help fix other people's lives but don't do a thing to help my own.

So there's this girl that's been on my mind a lot lately. Well not really lately, but for some time now. And for those who know me, I like a lot of girls who are cool and like things I like and stuff, usually never just one at a time. Now I'm not saying I like this girl and only her now, but like most girls I like, they get weeded out, either by going out with someone else, becoming a lesbian, or I just stop showing interest. Well, 2/3's of that happened this past weekend.

First, we (The Stompin' Charlies) had a pretty cool show at some place in Mass called Framingham. A few guys were jerks, but that was expected. Crowd really got into it and the KOKs ruled. Afterwards, when girls wanted free stuff, and they had no money, we either saw their boobs, had em makeout with other girls, or they made out with us. Later on that night, TSC except Triskit went to a party and hungout for awhile, which included drinking, smoking, and free makeouts again. This time it was spin the bottle. Ha!

After that night, I realized this girl I liked may or may not be interested in me, and kinda decided we wouldn't work out. She's still cool though, and I'm sure we'll be good friends. So then, Sunday comes. Awesome day. Saw Kill Bill v.2 in the morning on a hot date with my mom (I even tried that popcorn bag trick) and then had Kevin & Co. stop by. The movies was excellent by the way, as was Punisher. Anyway, Arno came also. Arno's a cool guy, although I did say he was as useful as an asshole on my elbow at a stop light.

I pretty much spent my night at the Nelson residence. Played some cool games (ants in the pants, don't break the ice, and this worm game I can't think of right now that's gonna bug the hell outta me for the rest of the night...COOTIE, that's it), and also had a nice BBQ. Then, someone decided it would be cool to be in a fight with me. That really wasn't the problem, as I've been in a mental fight with this person for awhile and they've just realized it now and tried fighting back. Thing is, they may have fought too hard for me to make a comeback. Yeah, I said it. I dunno. We'll see what happens. Naggas.

In other news, I think I may have started smoking. I bought this pack of Marb reds at the store Saturday for the long drive to Mass while taking my mind off of KB2. I'm gonna wait till I'm done with this pack and see what happens with that too.

I went glow bowling after work this weekend. It was fun. Patty and Gonz were making Morph feel like shit, but what goes around comes around 3 fold. There. I've adressed it.

I have good news and bad news on the wrestling front. Good news is WAW: Legacy is tomorrow night at 8pm. All should go. It's at Murphy's gym on South Commercial st. The big breakthrough match will be, well, off the hook I guess. I'm starting to have a blast again.

Bad news is, I think I'm giving up on wrestling, as in WWE stuff. It's just really boring. I had no intrest in seeing the ppv last night and have no intrest in seeing raw tonight. No Rocky, no Austin, no Angle, no DX, no D'lo, and Taker doesn't even come on Tv anymore. Nothing I like happens and the storylines are tiring.

Hmm....I guess I'm finally growing up.

The wonder of the world is gone for sure.

All the wonder that I want I found in her.

As a hole becomes a part that strikes to burn, an old flame returns.

Every intuition fails to find it's way.

One more table turned around and back again.

Finding I'm more lost than found when she's not around. When she's not around,

I feel it coming down.

Guns N' Flaxes

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 22:46:49 GMT

I watched with glee
While your kings and queens
Fought for ten decades
For the Gods they made

I shouted out
"Who killed the Kennedys?"
When after all
It was you and me

So let me please introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
And I laid traps for troubadors
Who get killed before they reached Bombay

So, I bought the best of G n' R on cd yesterday, along with the punisher soundtrack. Both are good. Pick em up niggas!

We have a show this Friday. You all should go. It'll be a good time, and it's been awhile since the charlies have played. Have we lost our style? Have we gotten better? Am I getting naked? All questions shall be aswered at the show.

Saw Walking Tall this weekend. Very good stuff. The Rock basically Walked Tall for 20 minutes, then broke everything he saw with a 2X4. He's one crazy samoan.

Been hanging out with F-O a lot more. He's a good man. Wish I could hang out with more people from wAw.

Britany Spears is coming to town tomorrow. Maybe I'll see her backstage or something. Maybe we'll look into each other's eyes and fall inlove. Maybe we'll get married for a few hours and have the greatest sex of all time, in which case she gets pregnant and has a little Flax kid, but realizes she doesn't like me and either has me killed or banishes me to another country, where I wait 20 years and return home to find the son I never knew be the biggest rock star in the world. It was in the blood. Hey it could happen!

Rock star, video director, book writer, wrestler. Which profession most describes me? Or at least would be the best. There may be more options, but the first two are the best. Don't get me wrong, I love writing and wrestling, but I just don't see a carrear in it, ya know. But whatever I do, I'm gonna do it well.

Dinner is about to be served, so maybe I'll update this again before the show. If not, then definatley after.

Movies to look forward too: The Punisher, Kill Bill vol.2, whole 9 yards, i robot, alien vs. predator, day after tomorrow, spider-man 2, and girl next door are all I can think of. $$$$$$$

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Hey Jealousy!

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 07:45:32 GMT

Street lights blink on through the car window
I get the time to often on AM Radio
Well you know it's all I think about
I write your name drive past your house
Your boyfriend's over I watch your lights go out

So, nothing really new lately. Got half my license. Long story. Saved up for half a car, and am halfway into college. Goodtimes eh?

Only real problem I have is with the band. The Stompin' Charlies. I love those guys. We've been through the goodtimes and the bad. I never thought I could play a show and have people sing along to music I helped to make, let alone record and sell CD's. Since I've joined TSC it's been nothing but greatness. I've met and played with a lot of cool people and have had some awesome experiences. Only times I was down was when I quit, which was a mistake. It feels like I quit, or the band is breaking up, but I can't do anything to stop it. Everyone is on different paths. Tristan is in a band with Boney and Tommy D and they're pretty good. Catchy, rockin stuff. Mattdrew is probably going to be a sound engineer or mixer guy in a studio, and everybody disagrees with the train over his taste and style in music. BLASPHAMY! I've been playing with different guitarists and bassists over the past couple of weeks, and I gotta admit I miss jamming with those guys. We were so good together. We could crank out half an album in a few days. And we have.

We'll see what happens.

WAW is in Hippo Press again. We're gonna be on the cover or something. Goodtimes.

Gonz and Billy got in a fight. Sucks. Although I'm gonna call him Billy "The Brain" Vaux from now on just cuz his brain has too much wrestling knowledge for one man. And he is a good man.

Starting to get kinda pissed at life here. Same shit different day is a definite understatement. I need something new. Something exciting. I either need to move out, kill some people, or the town needs to be over-run by zombies. Goodtimes either way.

What the fuck is up with South Park? First, a cripple on steroids beats his girlfriend and mom, then Cartman becomes Hitler and marches through town meeting up with the Jews and Mel Gibson. They never run outta fresh stuff. Keep on truckin.

So with the bordem I feel now at 2 am, I'm taking this thing I saw in Sarah's LV. LV PEOPLE! LIVE THE LIFE! She's happy, and I'm happy for her. Although, you know. Here we go:

Firsts

First best friend: Joey Gatta in NY, Mark Basson in CT, and Mattdrew in NH.
First car: 1985 Volvo soon.....                                                                                                       First real kiss: 7th grade. Nicole behind school.
First break-up: Emily, after like a week. She's a dyke now. Go figure.
First screen name: Y2KYjellyplanAZZ, although I've had FreakinFlax for like 5 years now.
First self purchased album: Green Day - Dookie. Awesome album.
First funeral: Grandma probably.
First pets: Egon, my blue goldfish.
First piercing/tattoo: none actually. Nips aren't outta the question.
First credit card: When I was 18. Mastercard.
First true love: Melissa Drew. There's a shocker/
First enemy: Eric Durant. Or this kid who tried to beat me up in school 10 years ago.
First big trip: Washington D.C. Others to like florida and cali were with my family.
First music you remember hearing in your house: Damn...either the beatles or some cool 80's music, like cutting crew or psychadelic phurs.

Lasts

Last cigarette: Tried once when I was 12. Don't really like em. Although I have cigars whenever I play pool.
Last car ride: Well with F-O and Heidi, but today's with Katie, Sarah. and Shane ruled. I was drunk.
Last kiss: Like 2 weeks ago. Last kiss with a girlfriend is like a year ago.
Last good cry: When I couldn't see Freddy Vs. Jason. Last August. Fuck you.
Last library book checked out: Never.
Last movie seen: Dawn probably. I watched the original when I got home too. No wait I saw Columbo last night.
Last beverage drank: Hieniken. Damn straight.
Last food consumed: Pussy. I fuckin wish. It was McDonalds.
Last crush: ooooo..this is a good one. Umm...something about Holly attracts me, and I've always had a crush on Sa_Ra. Other than that I don't know. This red head I served beer to today maybe.
Last phone call: Some D J's ex-fiancè on WAAF. He gave out her out her # so people can call and yell at her for cheating on him..
Last time showered: 1:30 pm.
Last shoes worn: work boots.
Last item bought: a milkshake ;-)
Last annoyance: customers at work. fuck your pretzels.
Last time wanting to die: Right now. This thing is horrendous! Actually.....this time 2 years ago.
Last time scolded: Umm...my mom called me a fucking waste before I left for work if that counts.
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Have you..

Fallen for a friend - Yup. ll the time.
Made out with JUST a friend - Yup.
Been rejected - Unfortunatley..
Been in love - Once.
Used someone - ooooo yeah.
Been used - Thankfully.
Cheated on someone - nope.
Been cheated on - Nah. People love me.                                                                                         Done something you regret - I like sarah's answer here. "tons of times... but.. i shouldnt live life in regret."

Who was the last person..

You touched - Jersey. Oh yeah.
You talked to - F-O.
You hugged - When do I hug...Patty probably. She hugs always.
You instant messaged - Shane Train, about being on my tag team.
You yelled at - mom
You laughed with - Everyone I see....F-O most recently.
You had a crush on - Holly probably. Crazy bitch.
Who broke your heart - Sarah. Yes you. It's cool.

Are you/have you been...
Obsessive - With movies, music, wrestling, and girls. Who isn't?
Obsessive compulsive - Fuckin' yeah! Fuckin' sucks too..
Panic - Have I panic? Have I been panic? Sure why not?
Anxiety - Nah..
Depressed - Have been in the past.
Suicidal - Sure. Tried multiple times. God wants my punk ass alive.
Obsessed with hate - Yeah. I used to get angry quite often and hurt people/break things.
Anywhere but here - Yeah. Been to 42/50 states and sometimes leave my house.                            What are you listening to - Silence. Although Gin Blossoms might pick me up. CATCH THE BUZZ!
Do you have a favorite animal - Penguins. Fucking love penguins.

Right now..
Current Clothes - naked. that's right. Commando with no pants.
Current Mood - A little sleepy, and irritated over this damn survey..
Current Taste - I just burped up my beer, so....
Current Hair - hat hair
Current Annoyance - my arm is gettin tired
Current thing I ought to be doing - Holly, sleeping, or masturbating.
Current Desktop Picture - Olè with a side of goodtimes.
Current Favorite Group - The Who or Sabbath. Beach Boys make the day go by fast.                                                                                                                                                              Current Book - I'm actually re-reading Kurt Angle's biography..
Current DVD In Player - Old School/Pulp Fiction. Best movies ever. If you haven't seen both of these, shoot yourself right now. Or you can see them.
Current Refreshment - Hieny
Current Worry - Where the remote is.
Current Crush - Wasn't this just asked? I'll choose the red head I saw today for 200 Alex.
Current Favorite Celebrity - The Rock. RUUUUDY POO!

Are you...
Understanding - Definatley.
Open-minded - Absolutley. I'll try everything twice with 4 legs.
Insecure- Never. Say what you want bitch.
Interesting - Without a dbout. My most unique quality.
Hungry - Always
Friendly - WOOOO! I mean yes.
Smart- in some things. I'd say a bit above average.
Moody - Sarah wrote "Only on those weeks." God damn me too!
Childish - A lot actually. Only because I never wanna grow up.
Independent -  Only when I don't have to be.
Hard working - if I like what I'm doing.
Organized - Mostly.
healthy - yessum.
Emotionally Stable - haha, yes
Shy - are you kidding me?
Difficult- only when I'm right.
Attractive -  sometimes. although that'll change before the cruise.
Bored Easily - kinda.
Thirsty - always .
Responsible - sometimes.
Happy - 85% of the time
Trusting - Yes It has 1 s..
Talkative - oh yeah.
Unique - undubitably. i think Donatello said that in ninja turtles 2. it means yes.

On friends..
Friend you go to for advice - Shane Train. If I don't know the answer he probably does.
Friend(s) you have the most fun with - the N.E.G. Crew, WAW Crew, VWA Crew, nelson mandela family, and big kev.
Friend(s) you've dreamt about - Katiegirl, TSC, gonz, andre, tommy d, big kev and a lot of girls. If you've talked to me I've dreamt about you.
Friend(s) you tell secrets to - Shane, Kev, F-O, Morph, Gonz and Billy The Brain.

Wow, is that it? A fuckin 47 minute survey. Hey yo, I got a survey for you; What is sadder than taking a survey in you LV?

A: Having an LV. That's right I said it!

I'm off to bed. Or at least to watch Ghostbusters nigga!

You can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
And if you don't expect to much from me
You might not be let down

'Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you

LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO WOMAN!

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 21:20:20 GMT

Oh I feel it comin' back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it

Haha, cripples beating up their girlfriends on South Park is pretty contagious, I must say. so is Dave Chapelle, although I could do without the musical acts every show.

So long fuckin time, no fuckin talk huh? To this I have an explaination: I'm a mushroom cloud lazy motha fucka, motha fucka! Pulp Fiction is the best movie ever. Speaking of movies, I watched Dawn of the Dead, the original, for the 12th time since I bought it a few weeks ago. The newer one was awesome too. Download Richard Cheese. He's a lounge singer who does famous hits. CRAZY GUY! This was included in a double feature which had Roddy Piper in "They Live." Love that movie too. They took his character and mixed it with Ash from Evil Dead to come up with Duke Nukem. Famous line from the movie. "I've come to chew bubble gum and kick ass....and I'm all outta bubble gum." Gets me goin everytime.

So in band related news, Mattdrew spent a few days last week over my house to lay down some drum tracks and see if it sounds good when we record. They sound B-E-A-UTIFUL! The band will be officially recording soon. Kinks need to be worked out in songs and in relationships. Certain guitarists think that a certain bassist isn't "one of us" due to the fact he listens to new music they don't like. Hey, what about me? THE USED. C'mon now. I'll also hopefully be aquiring Evan Parker's drumset so I can jam with him and/or others. Not to look for a new band, but just to play around. I have a few friends who recently took up guitar that I wanna mess around with. Style represents style.

In life news, I'm going to college. Yes, I said it. Had an interview next week and will be sending out the application shortly. Well, at least I hope I get in. If not, then I'll have to resort to my second school; World Trade Center Bombing University. Now why would I say that? I'm from New York. I just really like worldly events, like the Holocaust.

Time for girl talk. Well, where I talk about girls that have been on my mind lately.

Katie Girl - Threw me in some snow, came over and sucked at Pac-Man, and should hangout with me more.

Rachel 4222 - Love this woman. We have to meet and hangout at shows and stuff.

Rachel PUNK(you know who you are ;-)) - Awesome chick too. Probably will get a tattoo/piercing cuz of her. Need to hangout more too. Jersey Girl tomorrow. Pizza night never. Not too high maitanence, although she could probably spell that better than I.

Andrea - We need to party more.

Sarah Mary - We need to hangout/party more.

Brittany - We need to hangout/party less.

Britney Spears - We need to have sex.

Same goes to any chick from the O.C.

Sa_Ra - Has a man. It'll last for no more than 6 months.

Xtina - Needs to find a better guy.

Velena - Needs to get laid worse than myself and mattdrew combined.

Amanda - Should be queen of Manchester.

Dukes of Hazzard - Not a Starsky and Hutch. Neither of those shows have anything to do with me at any time. Cool.

So, I hope I've been informative. Oh how about guy talk? Ok.

Tristan - Happy Birthday. Ben Weasel should have played at your barmitzfah.

Tommy D - Happy Birthday too. You're one cool cat. I gotta get the chinease to sing to you tonight.

Gonz - This man got in a car accident. It's the Stone Cold truth. Low blows man, low blows. You have my booze.

Billy - Despite what you say, you're a good man. Kick my ass anytime.

The Amazerz - Great team right here. Wouldn't mind going camping with them.

Morph - Love this guy. Mr. Roboto in the flesh.

F-O - Sexy bitch.

Heidi/Holly - Crazy twins, although you should have been in girl talk.

Jersey/Dealer - Wouldn't mind robbing a bank with these guys.

Boney - Rules more and more each day.

Mattdrew - Will work on crazy stuff in the future.

Kevin C - Just purposed to his girlfriend and she said yes. Gives hope to us all out there.

Shane Train - Best of the best. Ultimate Pong Champion. Ultimate Heart Breaker. King of Manchester, although you live in Hooksett.

I love colors. Ok enough of coffee talk. I wanna get the ultimate SNL collection. It's one of those things where you can get really drunk and watch it all night into the early DAWN.

"When there's no more goodtimes in his basement, the Flax will walk the Earth. Dawn of the Flax." THAT'S RIGHT I SAID IT!

This entry has been insanely long for some reason. I covered everything I needed to though. I'm also gonna be buying Tristan's volvo and put the goodtimes face on it. Someone asked me to describe myself in three words, so I did: GOOD FUCKIN TIMES!

I saw you walking past me just the other day,
another heartbeat with thoughts of yesterday
You looked the same, years are only time,
I still wonder why our hearts could never rhyme.
You stood beside me, you didn't recognize me.,
funny how some things never change.
And when you walked on by a memory surprised me,
smoking cigarettes, your girlfriends by the pool.
Your smell I could not forget, that's as close as i could get
you were so fucking cool.

I'm no good, you're no better,
wouldn't we be perfect together?

All I wanted was a piece of your heart,
you left me torn apart.
Fuck the rest before me and their crimes,
for your love I'll serve their time.....

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 04:06:40 GMT

I've spent days and nights
in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but the band won't like it anyway
back to the drawing board
with the words you've heard a million times before
In your head.....I am dead

So yeah, that last entry I was smashed. I'm good now. So what's goin on with the ol' Flax. Well, I gotta go to the damn college interview this weekend. That'll suck. Pizza night last night was awesome. Boney, Amanda, Tommy D, Tristan, Andre, Gonz and others came. The jukebox rules.

Got rid of the Beast, which was the bands' van for about 5 days. Sad to see it go.

A game that has been on my mind all day and others as well, is this cool game. Check it out. http://www.smalltime.com/dictator.html

It sucks that the bands' site isn't up. I don't know when any shows are.

I made a post about the most goodtimes in history. I narrowed it down to the top 10, excluding such goodtimes as Martain Luther King Jr being assassinated and the U.S. owning slaves.

#10.Kurt Cobain "kills himself" - It signified a time where the fad of grunge ended and punk became more mainstream than before.

#9.Anthrax - Just the fact that skinny brown people with long beards can scare us by sending powder via mail is enough to make the list. You know you were feelin it.

#8.The KKK Reform in 1915 - It officially becomes a racist organization, hating the blacks and jews. Millions of people all over the world are apart of it, and even some people you know.

#7.Hiroshima - I can't think of the other place that was bombed, but Hiroshima is more fun to say. Killing the chinks with nuclear bombs will always hold a special place in my heart.

#6.JFK Gets Shot - Our parents and relatives always say they remember where they were when this happened. I always remember the man getting his face blown off. They should have GIF images of this on every website.

#5.The Challenger Explodes - More awesome shots of death that were filmed and shown on TV. Congrats to being the first teacher to blow up in the air, and the other 6 astronauts, well they got the shit end of the space stick.

#4.Columbine - Excellent example of when goth fags go bad. Made every student suspicious of trench coat wearing screwballs, and gave bullies more reason to buy bullet proof vests.

#3.AIDS - It can spread as quickly as any virus, but takes longer to destroy you. Before it works on your body, it will kill your sex life and all relationships. No one wants to drink outta the same fountain "aids guy" drank from. And sex? No way Josè.

#2.9/11 - Single handandly took out more niggers, spics, kikes, wasps, fatties and italians in one sitting than ever before. Destroyed the pride that was NY and helped restore the pride that was the U.S. Seeing that man jump from those towers knowing he was gonna die gave me the biggest hardon.

#1.The Holocaust - 6 million Jews had to suffer for this to be number 1. Weither you liked burning in an oven, choking in a gas chamber, being taken apart and tested with your twin, or being buried alive, this event had it all. And Hitler was one hell of a role model. He was also an underacheiver.

Well there you have it. Any others you think should be added? I thought my hardest to think of the top 10. Goodtimes

Ric Flair hosted a special that was handpicked by the superstars for the Greatest Wrestlemania Matches of all time. Here's my list.

#10. The Rock Vs. Stone Cold - WM15

#9.The Rock Vs. Stone Cold - WM19

#8.HBK Vs. Steve Austin - WM14

#7.Dudleyz Vs. Hardyz Vs. Edge & Christian - TLC 2 WM17

#6.Bret Hart Vs. Steve Austin - WM13

#5.Rock Vs. Hogan - WM18

#4.Ricky Steamboat Vs. Randy Savage - WM3

#3.HBK Vs. Razor Ramon - Ladder Match WM10

#2.HBK Vs. Bret Hart - Ironman Match WM12

#1. The Rock Vs. Stone Cold - WM17

Wrestlemania XX is this sunday. I'm psyched. I'm gonna be sooooo gone!

That's all I got so far. I'm so busy. I'll leave you with this:

The King'll rock who
And be my hobbdy and job
And when I come and bring the ruckus suckas duck us and dodge

im drunk

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 08:26:28 GMT

so yeah. im drunkf and i didnt eve party. dpessing huh. JKebin and his gf and his gf's sister came ober and watched schol of lost i translation. goodtimes!!

this post has no music. ill make some.

BAM BAM DON G SOAHG DHSSDGS;GKJSG.

like it?

im not drunk at all.

ok ,aybe a little.

i called everyone on my list. some answerd. sarah mary and holly talked ther longest. sarshs cool. too bad she likes badittle guy.

hollys cool. too bad she likes everyone but me.

im cool.

rachel.

i like chicks, but not chink movies.

bitch!

Goodtimes!

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 03:35:04 GMT

You've got to pick up the pieces, c'mon sort your trash
You better pull yourself back together, maybe you've got too much cash
Better call, call the law, when you gonna turn yourself in? Yeah
You're a politician, don't become one of Hitler's children

So I think I'm going to update this thing on a regular basis. I remember thinking how cool these were when they first came out and I had one, just like a subprofile. Then, EVERYONE started to have them, so I got rid of them. Every now and then I take em out and update em, and this is one of those times. So if I was a teacher, and those of you reading this were my students, students of goodtimes of course, then I guess this would be my little sheet of paper telling you what you could expect from this cursed thing:

- Music lyrics will be presented at the beginning and the end of each entry. Why? Why not? They relate to the moment.

- I have an extremely open mind and love to write about things that I love to write about. Kinda like showing someone a thing or two about a thing or two. If I make fun of you on this thing, it's for good reason. And if you disagree, well you're entitled to your own opinion. NOT! Haha, sorry. Had to do that.

Now, what can Mr. Flax (yeah, my last name) expect from you:

- Read this bitch. That's it. You wanna comment? You make a comment. You wanna bring a sock full of quarters? You bring a sock full of quarter. You wanna bring a shank stick? Let's see whatcha got poppy duke!

Now, for my first new entry entitled Goodtimes. You'll notice I say that a lot. It's goodtimes 8-)

I started off my day waking up at 10. My maid (yes she comes once every other week, basically due to me robbing a store, but long story) had to clean my room so I got up and took a shower. Now by took a shower, I mean I turned on the water and fell asleep next to the toilet as I usually do unless I have to work or go somewhere important. After, my maid bought a CD. Oh yeah, I'm in a band; The Stompin' Charlies. We have a site; www.stompincharlies.com although it's down right now I believe. I like to use semi-colan-thingies; Why? Why, oh, I dunno. (Rapheal, ninja turtles anyone? Funny how shit pops in there huh?)

Best part of today would have to be getting to see my wrestling entrance video. I do wrestling on the every Saturday down at Murphy's Gym here in Manchester. They call it WAW, and what that stands for I have no clue, but I'm sure the last W is wrestling. There's a site; www.wawwrestling.com although that was just purchased and will be up shortly. Anyway, it's basically me coming out to "Olè" by The Bouncing Souls and showing some cool clips of my flying around. A lot of people downloaded it from me. If you want to also, IM me. And I'd tell you my s/n but then why else would you be here.

So yeah, that's me. Music, wrestling, sleeping, movies, same old shit just a different day. Although I'm working tomorrow from 7:30-4ish, so that sucks the big one. And when you're talking about me, it really is a big one.

I'm not saying I'll update this tomorrow, but it will be done by the weekend, in which case I'll explain how the phrase "goodtimes" came about, and some of my other mis-aventures. Later!

Just like the white winged dove...
sings a song ...
Sounds like she's singing...
whoo...whoo...whoo

I just found this today

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 05:15:28 GMT

So like 2 years after my last entry I find this shit. Layin' around. Still existing! I WAS SO GAY! I see that the "relationship" I had with Missy, and that's in quotes because the relationship consisted of a girl who I thought wasn't a dumbass, was entirely gay. I'm sorry for the many of you who told me to stay away and I didn't. Thank you for caring. If she got hit by a speeding sped bus on fire tomorrow I would not care. Anyway, that'll be the last you hear of her, unless I speak of the time she gave me a BJ after band practice or her dad walked in on us.

I might update this. Gimme some feedback bitches! IT'S A CELEBRATION BITCHES!

This day went from good to bad to better to worse and hit everything in between!

Sat, 14 Sep 2002 03:40:30 GMT

HEY HEY! Okay, I got a lot to say, so listen up.
Ok so I wake up and I got an okay amount of sleep. I ate some munchkins Mod A and had a bagel Mod B. Mod C I had popcorn and I was at MST. Things were good now. Then comes the bad:
I get back to central during Mod E. And i'm good, I'm fine, but then who do I see? MISSY! But not just anywhere...she's sitting with the jocks. O MAN! At first I was angry, but only for like 3 seconds. In those 3 seconds, the following thoughts came into my mind: I remember telling her how she was a wanna-b-prep and how she bought all those expensive clothes just to make herself feel "cool." I also remember her yelling at me becuase I was "wrong." Well how right can I get? I knew that she was gonna hang out with the drinkin-smokin-druggin-rapein-jockin crowd. I thought she'd do it after I left school, but I guess she wants to be cool now. But after those 3 seconds, I felt really sick. It was a feeling I've never had before. Well, I've been sick before, but never when I see her. After thinking about how much I hated her for hanging out with the jocks(ok, for those who don't know, there are basically 6 different kinds of people in this school. They consist of the jocks, the punks(the rebels who dont care much), the preps(those are jocks who dont play sports, or jocks during the offseason), the goths(mainly people who dress in all black all the time), the foreigners(mexicans, puerto ricans, bosnians, etc.) the gangstas, and the outcasts(those are the other people who sit at the lunch table with few or no people. Then there's people like me, who have friends in every classification of the school. I'm well liked and people know me. Anyway, after feeling angry and upset, I felt like I was going to puke. I went upstairs into the bathroom, bent over the toilet, and had to wait a few minutes for the pukeage to pass becuase I really thought I was going to throw up. I really think this is a sign of something.....
Ok back to normal life. I went into the park with matt and others and watched Mod H gym run the mile. I ran with Tristan Andre and Tom. After I jumped on a poll and TOTALLY SAT ON MY LEFT TESTICLE! For the rest of the day, including now as I type this, I am in serious pain. I took about 6 Advil so hopefully that'll work.
So after school, I chilled at both Tristan and Andre's house. Then Tom had the cool idea to go to the bank to get money for pizza. We walked, and the bank was closed. So then we walked allllll the way down Elm St. towards the Civic Center for another bank, which was yet again closed. So after 2 hours wasted, we went back to Andre's to eat. My dinner consisted of Sweet Popcorn. O man so good. Then we went to Matts and jammed out cuz nobody was home. Then we walked to circa, and I looked SOOOO GAY! I had a big Dr.Suess hat on with my pants rolled all the way up to my chest and my shirt tied around my neck in the gayest way possible. The old lady cashier looked at me funny, and some jocks....well not really, preps totally wasted asked me where the party was and gave me some beer. I didn't really feel like having it(I was about to go home) and I told em that we were going to play a show. They're weren't all together so who knows that they thought.
So now I'm home. I'm not hungry but I'm really tired. I'm making my own AIM Expression(stompin charlies ppl!) and then going to bed. My ball still hurts, but oh well, maybe I'll just sleep it off.
That's all from underneath the big giant Dr.Suess hat, Buh Bye!

Another Day Eh?

Fri, 13 Sep 2002 00:59:03 GMT

Well today was weird. I was supposed to get into 2 fights but neither happened. I saw Goldberg get his ass kicked and that was funny. I really am sooo tired though. I've been awake for about 40 hours. That sucks huh? Anyway, I typed up my report. I had to make a new Gov. I made a Democratic Dictatorship. Good stuff.
Hmmm..what else is goin on in my crazy life? Oh that's right, ITS FUCKING CRAZY! >:o
I'm sorry this was a short entry but I really don't have anything else much to say except:

1.Band practice is NEXT friggen Thursday
2.Kayla shouldn't move
3.I think I'm turning gay.

That's all. TaTa!

Well whoopidy doo!

Wed, 11 Sep 2002 23:51:12 GMT

Hey Hey,
Ok so, September 11th, not cool. It sux remembering those who died(I personally had two cousins and one who just barely survived). Today was friggen freezing! I got my ass blown away at Matt's house. The wind is insane!
Ok so lemme tell ou how I started off my day. I went to school and Matt told me that his sister(who I had a huge fight with the night before) printed out the entire AIM conversation/fight and showed it to her parents. He was reading it while eating breakfeast, like it was the freakin newspaper or something. Why does she have to tell her parents everything? My relationship with her is at it's ending point I believe. I though she changed but she's turning into the same old Missy. She pisses me off intentionally and just doesn't care about my feelings. Her statement now is she "just wants to be friends." I say fuck that. All the teasing and leading me on is complete bullshit if you just wanna be friends. Do you want to have sex with your friends? Do you want to marry your friends? Yea, my point exactly. So when I saw her first thing in the morning, I walked away.
The rest of the day was cool. I bought a candy necklace and played football with Mod H gym. Then I went to band practice and we wrote our final song for the new CD. It's called,"Jockstrap." It's good stuff.
I also upgrated to AIM version 5.0. It's wicked cool, you should get it.
Hmmm...what else is new. I got two tickets for Korn if anyone wants to go. 45$. GREAT seats, box/club seats or w/e. I don't wanna go becuase I'm saving for other stuff.
I honestly think I've found one of the greatest songs of all time. I knew itwas great like last month or w/e, but my fucking god damn. "She Fucking Hates Me." How could you go wrong? How could one band take all the emotions you're feeling and just BAM! Put it in a song. It's exactly what I want to say:
That's my story, as you see.
Learned my lesson and so did she.
ow it's over, and I'm glad.
Cuz I'm a fool for what I've said.

Yeah, that's all for this entry. O yea, Tristan got beat up by Matt's little cousin Pierce. It was funny. Buh Bye!

Yeah

Wed, 11 Sep 2002 00:41:51 GMT

Well. I'm writing this only becuase there are some of you out there that enjoy reading it. On Monday, nothing happened in school that was interesting. We had practice afterwards. I spent the night with Melissa in her room. Matt spent the night with Katie in his room. They're going out now, yay for them! Hmm....
Today just plain sucked. Melissa didn't come over today which sux, I sat on my ass all day which sux, I didn't get enough sleep which sux, and my mom has cancer and could die, which also sux. I'm not gonna get into that now though. I don't think I've cried this much in a long time though.
Well let's just hope tomorrow will be better. There's been talk of band practice, that'll be fun.
Oh yea, we're teaming up with the 603 Emcees. They're pretty popular around here in the rap/hip hop scene. Go to mp3.com and look up Nigga LB, he's in there. We're going to collaborate on a song in the near future.
I'm going to reconstruct all the friend ships I have lost due to petty fighting. I've suddenly realized just what's important to me.
Well thats all for now. Ttyl.

What A Weekend...

Sun, 08 Sep 2002 15:51:57 GMT

Well, this weekend wasn't too great. On Friday afterschool, I hung out with Tom and Andre and Tristan at both Andre's and Tristan's. we couldn't find T-Dawg so we broke into his house and ate his food and waited. Afterward we had a cookout. Then we watched Clerks. It was an OK movie, a few funny lines, but it got kinda boring. Then I went home after freaing out Andre and slept. I got a pretty good amount of sleep. I woke up at like 12 and I've been awake at the time of this posting for...21 hours exactly. My AIM says so! I'm not gonna sleep until like 7 or 8 tonite and get hopefully 10 hours of sleep. I'll tell u what happened Saturday;
Andre, Shane, Tom, and Tristan slept over last night with the exception of Shane cuz he had to work. We decided to watch all the Nightmare On Elm St. movies, cuz I have em all. We only watched the 1st and 3rd, basically cuz we had no time and the 2nd has nothing to do with the rest of the series, totally different cast of characters, besides Freddy of course. I also defeated Andre in every match possible on Smackdown 3. I then began to act TOTALLY GAY! I put on every gay song I could find to freak out Andre, then Tristan started to freak. It was sooooooooooooo funny. We watched cartoons and shit and I dunno where the time went.
I dunno what else to say. I'm gonna be having some sort of F V J news either on a site very soon.

P.S. Arkanoid or Araknoid w/e is the most ADDICTING GAME EVER! By God

Soooooo Gooood Guy!

Thu, 05 Sep 2002 01:28:43 GMT

Alrighty. So I last updated this Saturday, so lemme fill yall(hehe i said yall) in.

-About The Weekend - I think I got sick on Sunday. I slept most of the day and when I awoke I found myself tired yet unable to sleep so I took some medicine that knocked me the fuck out. Then I woke up Monday at like 2 or 3 in the afternoon. I remember.....having a nice dream about my cheerleading love(hmmm...who could that be?) and watching wrestling. Me Shane and Andre made bets and I won like 3 bucks. What else.

-About School Life - I actually LOVE school. Well not love love it but I don't mind it. For the first time in 17 years I don't mind school. I have such easy and fun classes. I have a orange street cone on my head. Yeah and I see like everybody during school. Its so funny cuz like, I always sing and stuff around everybody. I was singing Guns And Roses and Aerosmith inh the hallway cuz no one would move on the steps. There are certain people I see throughout my day that make me happy.

- Guys - Shane, Matt, T-Dawg, Andre, Sudi(our prez), John Rodregues(spanish guy), and like a million other guys. I was hitting on some freshmen guy today and it was funny. I was like, if I was guy I'd so be into you honey. Yeah, I'm a bi at heart. And then there are the;

- Girls - Soooo many come up and hug me it's insane. But I only like one hugger, Missy(awwwww). I love her so much that I def. cannot live without her for one day. I see Kayla in her Mod E class, its fun cuz I see her, she looks, teacher looks, I get in trouble. I see Nikki too. Eventhough we fight I still like seeing her around. I like her hair. Like I never see it in a bad style. She still doesn't talk to me in school, but thats her choice I guess. Ummm...I can't name em all so lets move on to;

- Pickle - He sang his laughing song which I posted online. Funny shit!

And I have this HUUUUUGE pain in my right hand. It like WILL NOT GO AWAY! O man.

Today was fun. Ummm.....I had Funions and got in a food fight and I thought Kayla was bulemic but I'm an asshole long story short I'm mad at Shane.

I finalized the track listing for our new cd. O man.

1.Life's Too Short 5.Glad You're Gone

2.Paintchips 6.And She Goes

3.New Song 7.She's A Slut

4.Andre's Mom 8.Fade Away

Ok the pain in my hand is STILL HERE! O yea I went to bed crying last night. That wasn't good stuff. Dunno why. I thought about...oh n/m. I'll update this prob tomorrow after ot practice or friday. Good song to get: Jude - King Of Yesterday.

Also, for all you non-believers out there, I took out the drain in my bathroom so I could shave myself clean and dry in my lower region. My crotch looks like Mr.Cleans head.....

...but it feels SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD GUY!

Hello. My name is Lord Piggly. Have you seen my pigglets?

Sun, 01 Sep 2002 03:35:58 GMT

haha thats an Andre quote right there. Well let's see. Today I woke up at 3 and went online. I then went to Matt's and watched some of bubble boy with Melissa and it was quite the funny. Then I went to Hot Couch for the show. We were supposed to play at Cafe Eclipse tonite but eh oh well. Manchester is fucking better! yea guy! We played...wel I think we didn't play well but everyone else thought we played great. After the show I fought with Nikki again. Ok I def. extended my hand for a handshake and to say I'm sorry lets be friends again but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPE! She didn't accept. She yelled at me while I was outside so I closed the door on her and it was funny.
Then me tom matt katie caitlin andre eric eric and some other kid went to the Red Arrow for dinner. I had eggs and beacon and toast and finished caitlins pancakes and matts chicken tenders. While there the waitress got a prank call from one of those Arnold Shwartz-a-nigger places and it was funny cuz shes like, im a waitress and u can kiss my ass. Then I remarked how it's impossible to sneeze and piss at the same time. Cuz it is. So matt sniffed pepper and pissed. It didn't work cuz he SNIFFED the pepper instead of smelling it and it burnt his nose. haha poor kid. Seeing him trying to hit on Katie is quite the funny. I also told Andre when I'm 40 or 45 I'm going on a killing spree and he got wicked nervous. haha good old andre.
O yea at the show I had no shirt on and Kayla slapped me and yelled Ewwww gross(cuz i was all sweaty). And shane got mad cuz Kayla touched my hot sweaty body. O man I got on him lol.
Then Tom gave me a ride home, I talked to Missy and hopefully she can come over tomorrow. We shall see.

O yea I found that SR-71 song Tomorrow. It rules at life guy! Mad Chill Guy! Yea Guy!

Well thats all for now. TTYL! hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe....

Haven't done this in awhile....

Fri, 30 Aug 2002 22:09:42 GMT

Yeah I last updated this before school, so lemme tell you whats going on, cuz I have a WHOLE LOT to say!

-About School - Well, I have pretty sweet classes. Psychology is fun, Mod B off, Video Prod. at MST, Civilization which is where you play a computer game against the rest of the class, and Sports Lit. which has actually turned out to be pretty fun. I have Mod H ff and then next semester I have Mods G and H off. Nice eh? Anyway, a lot of girls have been coming up and like complimenting me on my new blue shoes and saying high and stuff. This years going pretty well so far.

-About Kayla - Many have heard I've been fighting with Kayla. It's becuase it seems that she canceled plans with Shane on Friday....which is today, but she did this on Tuesday night. And she's hanging out with this Jock named Pat. He's one of "Those Kids." Yea so that's like Shane's worst nightmare coming true and I got upset at her for doing that. I wound up fighting with her and blocking her. I've seen unblocked her, but I dunno things don't seem the same.

-About Nikki - Wow I'm fighting with everyone these days. You see, I USED to like her, as in a more than a friend way. But she was still a cool friend. But something's weird. When I see her it hurts me. I dunno why. So if it hurts me to have her as a friend, then I don't think I should be friends with her. For more look at her journal.

-About Melissa - Ah, good old Missy. Well things have been going very well with us actually. We both feel the same way with eachother(a.k.a. cant live w/o eachother kinda thing). Last night though she wanted to go over some other guys house and I heard from this guy and it was really baffling to me. It seems as if she pulled a Kayla. Although she didn't, it did kinda make me wonder. She made varsity on the cheerleading team which is wonderful, and I'm extremely happy for her.

-About The Band - This gig is going great. We just finished two new songs today and we are one song, maybe two new ones away from recording our brand new CD! We thought of the name of it today. It's gonna be called: "Life's Too Short, And So Is My..." Yup! You heard it here first. We're thinking of doing; Paintchips, Fade Away, Andre's Mom, Glad You're Gone, And She Goes, and our two new ones Life's Too Short and She's A Slut. It's gonna be a GRRRRRRRRRREAT CD.

Last night was pretty chill too. Shane slept over and we just hung out and stuff. We talked about the girls we love and what our future's going to be like after high school.

That's all for now. I'll try to update this earlier, probably tomorrow after our show at Hot Couch....WHICH YOU SHOULD GO TO!

I Don't Wanna Be Buried, In A Pet Cemetary....

Mon, 26 Aug 2002 22:09:05 GMT

So YEAH! Lemme tell you what's up. Sunday night was so awesome. Will, Velena, Matt, Tristan, Andre, Shane, Katie, Patty, and Brian came to my party. So much shit happened. First lemme say that Osama Bin Laden kicked Andre's ass in a videogame, I knew this night would be fun once that happened. Two extra large pizza's and an order of cheesesticks, 2 liters of Orange Soda, Coke, and Sprtie, and a 12 pack of Mountain Dew went in about 10 minutes. I saved a DEW which I'm drinking now! HA! Anyway, the reason they all came was for the event of the summer: SUMMERSLAM! O man guy, it was the best Pay Per View of the year, def. Kurt Angle came out on top again, Brock defeated The Rock to win the world title, Booker T did the spin-a-roonie, and HBK kicked HHH's ass in the best match of the night. During this time, I couldn't help but notice this girl Katie who Matt likes alot, but she looked sooo good and she seems cool, but I won't go there. I know how it feels and I can't do it. Also, Andre got me so angry. He said he didn't like Austin. WHO THE FUCK DOESN'T LIKE AUSTIN! ANDRE LIKES GOLD-FUCKING-DUST! THAT GUYS A FAGGOT! SERIOUSLY! Then when I went upstairs I heard him talking about how I'm gay cuz I have posters of guy wrestlers on my walls. THIS COMING FROM A GUY WHO HAS VIDEO GAME POSTERS ON HIS WALLS! AT LEAST I'M IN THE REAL FRIGGEN WORLD BUDDY! So yea, we're no longer niggers and he's gotta find someway to make it up to me.

What else.....Oh, Velena wound up being the only person to sleep over. We stayed up all night playing Scrabble, Monopoly, and watching "The Texas Chainsaw Massacre." She fell asleep at 9 am and I in turn fell asleep and woke up 4 hours later. I gotta go to bed tonite at like 9 so I can wake up tomorrow for...

SCHOOL! I've actually never been excited for school b4 in my life. I can't believe it, I'm gonna be a fucking senior! THAT'S INSANE! The 10 things I'm looking foward to this year are:

- Having Mr.Rist as the Principal again. O MAN rules sooo fucking much!
- Making the NEW Stompin Charlies CD in a studio! That's gonna rock guy!
- My B-day. I'll be 18, I'll have my license, I'll have my car, and I'll have the "Time Of My Life."
- Skydiving. That's right.
- Getting a tatoo. Oh YEA!
- Smackdown at the Verizon Arena November 4!
- Royal Rumble at Fleetcenter Jan. 19! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
- My stunt I'm doing this year. It's gonna be good stuff!
- The Prom.
- Graduating. I'm not really looking foward to it but it's something that's gotta be done.

Well, I'll prob write again soon. C YA in school tomm!

We Did It Again:

Sat, 24 Aug 2002 07:47:21 GMT

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

Yeah, I decided to add that in there. Anyway, what's new you ask? Well, nothing much really. I've been hallucinating lately. Nothing big, just saw my dog get hit by a car, glass falling, weird shadows and stuff but I hope I'll be okay. My band situation is weird right now. I hope it lasts.

My dream situation is odd right now.

I miss Steve Williams. Really I do. I think about him everyday. I would not be where I am today if it wasn't for him.

Summerslam is this Sunday! My match of the night I think will go to Kurt Angle vs. Rey Mysterio Jr. Yea guy!

I think Heather(you know, from the internet) is a nice girl. Honestly.

I think Metallica is quite possibly the greatest band ever. Not my favorite but the greatest. People like Tristan, Andre, Shane and probably other are scared of them, that's all.

The new SR-71 song is great..........if you can find it!!!

That's all for now, more to come Monday!

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds